Today, the monsters attacked in a stealth way. Everything was fine when I woke up at 4 am, and I could continue sleeping well, in hope of a good morning.
But then I woke up at 5:20 am, following the strategic attack of my monsters. The dream was about a guy fixing my central heating boiler (I think this is called 'furnace' in some parts of the world). Basically, the gas or oil fired thing that heats water for your radiators. It needs maintenance and repairs, like most things. And a guy came to fix a problem with it, one of the inexpensive handyman (but probably with appropriate license to work on such appliances). He was a hopeless, he could not work out how the system was set-up. When he had gone away, the boiler starting displaying strange messages, low level of some coolant (? - it does not make sense, boilers do not have coolant), and requiring "urgent care to prevent a very costly damage, the burning out of... (something I do not remember."
So I switched the boiler off woke up in terror, my brain on high emotions of despair, anger, worry, knowing that I will need to take care of it myself, or get someone (probably someone else). And all that having no time, because I would need to get up n a moment and go to work (this was the bad part of it, the monsters left me no time to get over the worry, as they attacked shortly before my getting up time). I knew that with time I could fix it, but I had no time.
A few minutes later came back to reality, and there was no problem because I am currently living in warm climate, and do not have a boiler! But the whole stuff drained me a bit, and I am sure it must be a game of my emotions that I am somehow suppressing at day.
I need to be careful. If the monsters move to daytime, the depression will come back. This is how it works for me.
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