No major monsters today.
Some thoughts today - a little of beating myself on my head. I was working on a device and bricked it; did not do anything wrong but still - some thoughts popping up that I am guilty of a significant wrongdoing, etc. A nonsense, just a problem to solve, need to acknowledge their existence, meet them, and convince them that it is not the case (my first instinct was to catch them and lock them in a jar - but then realised that it is my typical depression pattern. I put all my troubles away, try not think about them. And then when they form an army and attack me, I am unable to fight them. Better deal with each of them alone, when they are weak).
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